I accept it, my fault.
I shouldn’t have
Even let you
Into my heart.
My folly, I agree
Made my life
Miserable than ever.
I simply can’t help it.
I am foolish,
It’s true.
I dream of you
All night long.
I tried with every
Bit of strength left
To stop loving you.
But I’ve faltered
Like all times.
I used to think
I was strong.
Thought I’d never
Fall love’s prey.
But this fatal love
Poisoned my thoughts.
It has spread like
A contaminating disease.
I yearn to be able
To cease loving you.
Yet the more I try,
With more strength does
Love hit my insides.
I don’t die
Or it would have
Died with me.
I live with pain
In my heart
Of never reaching
Where you are.
You make my heart
Pound louder with
Every glimpse of you.
It’s painful, I say
For someone like me.
I thought myself
Prudent enough.
But here, I prove myself
A fool in the matter of love.
